Day 83

Dear Tirah,
      I know that you are having a tough day. It's OK that you were unable to post yesterday. Yes you could have worked harder, stayed up later, to make sure that you wrote and reflected on your day, But it's OK to do less than humanly possible. You are OK. You are enough.
      I know that you are struggling with how the heck you are supposed to care for your kids while trying to care for yourself as well. It is important to do the best you can with those kids that live in your house, but I want to remind you that they are on loan, and I am in charge of them really, not you. Yes what you do affects them, but I decided that you would be their mother, and I knew exactly what you were struggling with and then I sent them to you "anyway" (really it was because it is the exact right thing for each of you). Please try to trust that I have not forgotten them, or you. They are in My care, just like you are, and you will all be fine. :)
     I Love you, and that's why I created you. I love you all the time, when you are being nice to people and when you are not. When you are happy and loving, and when you are depressed and self-loathing. I'm always here, and I always Love you.
     There was a little girl that I put on the planet Earth. She was given into the care of two wonderful people that I created. Those two people had their own hurts from their childhood. They did a great job with what they had. That little girl was a very important part of their lives and growth, and yes even healing. She picked up some pain and hurt along the way, and that is why I am here loving her all the time, and asking her to ask for help from Me.
      Tirah, you did a great job being the daughter for your parents. Thank you for helping them to become better people by being their daughter. You are doing the best job you know how to for the children I put in your life. You are enough. I made sure they were there, because I knew that they would help you become a better person. I am taking care of the big picture, and I am taking care of the details. I know it's hard, I know you spent a lot of your childhood, in fear and uncertainty. I am here. You are priceless, and exactly who you are supposed to be.
      You must come to know that I am here and I know what you are going through. I know that you feel rejected, because you are a girl, and all the images you have of Me and all the words you know for my name are those of a man. But I created men and women, both are images of me. It's ok for you to work on finding out about Me in a form that helps you to see and understand my Love for you, and your value.
     Tirah, the most important thing, is that you know I am here. I am here and I love you. I love you more than you can possibly know. And you are enough.